SO, let's start with what's in my head tonight!
I'm sitting here in the livingroom, in my pj's, all ready for bed. Yet once again, no sleep comes to me. Monk is on my telly.... I love this show. Monk is hilarious. And after watching it, it made me realize how much OCD I am.
ROFL, my friend just twittered me... "blogging wouldnt be a good idea. its a more content based thing now, not just bullshit writings"
I love my friends some days... they are stupid and its funny.
So I'm from Wisconsin originally... only been in grand ol' North Carolina for 5 years now... and my childhood first love txtd me out of the blue a month or so ago... and wants to come visit and catch up... I'm so excited, but nervous... I mean, we havent spoken or seen each other in like, 15 years.... I'm worried that he won't like me as I am now... I'm very differnt now that I'm grown... hmmm.. but we shall see where it goes.
I've realized that I think too much. Too much about life and the past and the future and everything.. I came to this realization while I was looking at the sky tonight... its kind of sprinkling and its lovely, sposed to snow something aweful... keep your fingers crossed!
I dont know... I look at the sky everynight on my way home from work, and I think thats my problem.. Its so big, so vast and open... and when the stars are out its absolutely beautiful. It opens my mind to think a million differnt thoughts. I love to sit out on the porch in a blanket and point out the constellations..
Somedays I wish I could be a star in the sky... so free and bright and beautiful. Not have to worry about anything, so free of worries and cares. I'd be able to just shine to my full potential and be happy knowing a million different people are looking up at me smiling and talking about my brightness.
I wonder how many other people like to sit and watch the sky, just to relax and be in peace and point out the constellations. Hot chocolate is a lovely accompanyment to the blanket and the sky. The kind with the little marshmellows in it.. I love those little things... lol..
Anyways....
Politics. What the world is up with EVERYONE nowdays being interested in politics? I mean, it seems ever since America got its first black president elected thats all anyone wants to talk about. or fuss about. or argue about. its amazing how politics have so quickly come to be so popular... especially among the younger generations...
I understand I'm only a freshman in College and only been out of High School for a year almost, but when I was in High School, you start talking politics and you get into heated discussions and arguments and usually end up in the principals office. Now, when i walk in there to visit my favorite missed teachers, all I hear is conversations on politics... its crazy!!
Hmmmm....
SO, I reckon thats enough for tonights layout of my thoughts... maybe I can catch some sleep since I've unloaded a bit of my mind... I guess we shall see.... If I cant sleep I reckon I'll blog again... who knows?!
Good night yall... Sweet Dreams... No bad bugs...
when yu get a chance, you should take a few minutes or an hour n just relax n watch the sky at night... you'll understand what I'm talking about....
xoxoxoxo
BooBear
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